Saturday, February 28, 2009
I was able to spend the whole day lying around not doing anything. I watched General Hospital all day! I have not had to move off the couch for much. I needed this so much! I don't even know how to start! WOW!! Things have been so crazy with Aaron going back to school. I never get to just sit and enjoy my babies anymore. I miss them. The moments I spend with Aaron are great but seem instable from one moment to the next. There is too many personality shifts from one moment to the next because of the PTSD and PCBD. I am exhausted and it only continues to worsen. If it weren't for God giving me the strength everyday then I don't think I would bother to get out of bed to even attempt living each day.